Songs Of My Soul...

I'm not sure why ...

I don't know how...

Life slips by...

And time runs out... The above are the songs that are jumping to me the most right now. Something in them reaches right into my heart and sees an old familiar friend. Its like they are singing from me to me. I know not how to explain.

Frustration abounds, hope holds tight, life shakes hard, love is just out of light.

I find myself looking hard for that connection in life - that love to share and to feel - but I can't pass my own fears to even step toe into the world to be seen. And so I sit in the shadows and wonder why... how stupid, how mean.

Will I ever find that love.. the love in me for me.. that love out there for me.

I love my family and my friends so dearly, that without them I don't know where I would be. But there is still that hole, so deep so dark, that no one can see except in times of great exposure such as this.

Time and again my soul has cried out - and I have only to express it and with open arms you have all stood by and lent me your warmth your strength your love. I can never express how truly thankful I am that you allow me to be me and still return. Love. Love... Darkness Links to the Music: (In Order Left To Right)

Stupid, Perfect Girl, Full Of Grace Sky, Fallen, Silence