We all have bad days. Days that we just can't take it anymore and that we take it out on those around us. Regardless of wether it was deserved or not. That's understood, and overlooked if it happens only once in a blue moon.
But twice in as many weeks... why thats just poor issue management and lacking in strength to solve a situation with the correct parties rather than take it out on the innocent bystander.
I really don't understand why some people feel like it is acceptable to tell others how to do things that they are already doing and know how to do. There are times that I really want to say, "Thank god you were here! I would never of known how to do the thing I do 40 hours a week without you!"
But I don't.... Maybe I should though...
And now that shadow of negativity and aggravation is cast on me. And so here I am, 10+ hours later, trying desperately to just step out of that frustrated indignation at the gaul of some people.
I feel like I have made so much headway in growing as a person both mentally and spiritually in the last many months, and I know that I will get through this bout of negativity. I just really want to be done with it quickly and move on. I don't like the way it makes me feel... its like my insides don't fit my outsides...
With all of this knowledge I know that I must simply let it go. Must let the anger and frustration fade away and replace it with the good and positive energy that sustains. Only then can I effectively and efficiently take on this challenge and affect some sort of positive outcome from it. I don't want it to be just more bitter pointless drama.
And so with that note, I will leave it alone from here. There is nothing more I can do from this vantage point, and thus no point in letting it interfere with my time to myself. There will be a time and a place to resolve the issues once and for all. I only hope the other person is big enough and honest enough to accept what has transpired and to move forward.
Peace and Joy to you. Love and Light surround you. Positive energy sustain you.