There are days that go well, days that go badly, days that just go, and then there are the ones that your not sure what the frakk happened....
I had an interesting blend of those today.
For the most part everything went just fine. But there were moments...
And I THINK the storm has passed, but I won't know anything until tomorrow.
I'm a bit anxious, but not overly worried as I don't feel that I have anything to truly worry about. However, those who make the decision often don't utilize logic in its traditional definition so it could easily go sideways. Maybe...
Frankly I'm just tired of worrying about it. There is nothing that I can do to change it, and the people that should listen aren't. So all I can do is my best and hope that it is good enough.
I don't know how much longer I will be able to tolerate the current set up without making a move to a different part of the business, but it's looking likely that a move may not even be an option for some time.
Though that particularly shady point of contention will not be discussed here, other than to say I loathe being yanked around and told half truth's.
In other words I am sick of the corporate half life mentality.
On a happier note, I have accepted a new shift at work but I am not sure when it will start yet. For sure sometime the middle or end of next month. Some of my stress should dissipate with this move. But I am going to greatly miss the crew I have been working with for several years now.
They are a great bunch and we have a great time.
Just an emotionally very unsatisfying day and week this week. I am ready for it to be over tomorrow night, and to just have it put behind me done and over.
2.5 days till iPad arrival!!