Holy crap some days I really feel like I could loose my grip on sanity.

If I'm not careful it becomes really easy to let myself go into a sea of shopping and irresponsibility and just general lunacy.

And then there are those moments where I just don't manage my frustration as well as I should.

Which often leads to me venting more than I should at just one person. Sometimes it sucks being human...

Why hasn't someone made a Doctor Who video game for the Xbox or something yet? I mean honestly I would buy that in a minute!

Speaking of buying things, I was offered, and very nearly accepted, at TV today. It would have been quite perfect. Right size, right price, right accessories, right options, wrong time.

I fear however that when the time comes for that upgrade I am going to have to ensure I purchase from somewhere that will haul away my old one, because universe only knows how the devil I'ma get that beast out of here! It's HUGE!

yes yes... I know... "Thats what she/he said.."

For the record, I did the responsible thing and said no. Mainly because I have paid off that card twice this year now, AND, I know that I am likely going to be buying a new phone in the next few weeks. So yeah... go me!

This is proving to be an interesting week. I only hope that I have the patience, and stamina to bite my tongue when needed and to just ignore the rest flat out. I can't wait to be moved further away from our first shift. I am so sick of walking on eggshells and having to defend myself at every damned turn, as if I am such a frakking moron that doesn't have a clue what he is doing.

I have been doing it for a while after all, and I feel I've rather sound judgement. It would really be nice to be at least mildly respected in that I have some experience at it. I just get so sick of one group getting to dictate to the rest, because they feel entitled or some nonsense. It's boring, old, uninteresting, and rude.

Blah.

So you see what I mean, the last grips I have on my sanity are being tested. Or perhaps it's not sanity that is being tested, but rather my endurance and patience.

I need to get moved to the new shift, and a good vacation. Oh and to finally sort out the chiropractor situation.

Right then... off I go.

DB