This last week has been it's own special kind of test. And this weekend has forced me to face some hard realities.

I find myself scrambling for last minute options, or alternatives that sit better with me. And the only one I feel more at peace with is one that I'm not sure is fair.

I am going to do one thing though, postpone the Plan A, in order to explore Plan B and possible options with it. I really don't want to go into much detail at this point, except to say that I will have to see what the doctor says.

Sigh... OK I'm off.. in more ways than one..