Yup... still sick of being single, though I completely understand why its not going to change. Somedays it's just harder to accept than others. 

And ya know - honestly, the days that it's easier to accept.. just because it makes sense and is logical... those days disturb me more... Somehow being at peace with that idea just makes it hurt a bit more and a bit less at the same times. 

Kind of like actually not getting ones hopes up to be dashed.. but still wishing you could have gotten them up and been proved wrong.

Twisted, I know.

DB