Come what may in this life, I will always love those around me. No matter the outcome, no matter the failure, no matter my failure. Come what may I have accepted my solitude, though not in a willing and happy acceptance, but on of realistic neccesity, but still...

My heart often silently belts out this song...

Close your eyes, do nothing else, just turn up the speakers and LISTEN:

The passion - the desire - commitment - love...

All exploding out from my very soul, these words are the words I long to share with that other, better half of me.

While I have accepted my status and bachelorhood, and continue to strive to be as whole as I can, I will always be a bit lesser without that person to share me with and for whom to have share them selves with me. And no matter how much I acquiesce that I will likely always be in the singular solitary relationship.. My heart still contains the passion and explosive desire so wonderfully espoused in this rendition.

Someone once said "you need to love yourself more", to me. They are correct. I do. I just don't know how...

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YsMvzgeSuI]

Video May Not Be Available on Mobile Devices.